Genderless World

This day and each gender equality is still the same not even more difference or progressive

Still gender female gets abuse and sexual harassment toward them from gender females to males

What would the new evolving genderless world be and look like?

and what about the old gender rules?

Myself not in or the other  I am just me

 We need to get away from parents and health choosing what sex/gender you are

Especially when they put into a gender male than find out later that they are inter-sex both gender

They new that different from the start and wanted to be the other gender than find out later and the parents kept it from them

They half a right to know at the start born with two genders

Also choice themselves and not be stuck in the gender not comfortable with

We are all equal and should be treated equal

Need shift in society take out the gender roles

We all to be loved

Than be in harm

For me difficult at times myself two genders male and female mind not both parts

Plus it should be more easier to be dressed and be a different gender than you are

Live and be happy with gender you want

Gender Neutral saying your neither a male or female your both genders

People really should try to walk in the other gender shoes

How they feel and treated by the other gender?

Even just ask the other gender how it feels

I am mostly thing I am gender neutral or female gender is me



A Letter I Wrote

Dear Krystal
I will never forget you. We had amazing times together. The most memories I have are of you and me  just spending time together like exploring the world together. Krystal I do think we where bosom friends just like Anne and Diana from your fav Anne of Green Gables that is mine as well. I do miss your shiny emerald eyes they always sparkle in the sunlight. You made me into the great person as today. You have shown me so many things and changed my life. To tell you the truth I been mat at you for a while you left me way to early . Krystal I still don't understand why you did what you did kill yourself? If I knew that your having a difficult time I could of helped deal with it together. I do hope your watching over me Krystal. Can you give me a sign that your still with me.
I love you yours Jessica

Forbidden Love

The kind of love between two people

Passionately care for each other

That is such a beautiful thing

It is such a normal part of life

Hard to find the right passionately love between two people

If your love is based on faith still passionately love

They say if not that way it is forbidden love

Mt. 7 verse 1a says "Do not judge."

There friendship always so close but when they are apart they both find it hard

There friendship is fine but when they love each other they cross the line

In most societies there love is wrong

It is getting acceptable that same sex can love but still very taboo

Out in public the two ladies will not hide how they feel and care for each other

They are just being themselves

No one has the right to judge and tell them to stop

They are so beautiful together you should see how they act together

I think you will accept them

Accept how they care and love each other

At least there is no hate, violence or hurting each other

I love how they talk with each other

They are so compassionate with each other that I ever seen

and also how they express themselves

Like when they hold each other hands together and when they look into there eyes you can tell they are made together

I love spending time with them

I don't mind that they forget I am there 

Because they love each other so much

Accept embarrass their love

I that that is beauty in our society

There is so much bad things in our society

Like hate against someone because they are different

That is wrong

There is so much violence in our world

So what is wrong with peoples love for each other

There is nothing wrong with you if you love the same as your gender

True love is right not wrong

 

 



The Melting Pot

They call it melting pot

Interesting way to call it that

Why a melting pot? How Knows

I just know and see so many different backgrounds and languages

I truly think all is beautiful

It could be a lot better to me

I love being very unconventional

I see and think very different from most people

For me all things should flow between Western-Eastern philosophy, language and cultures

It brings the world closer together closer than apart

I love getting to know all cultures, languages they are beautiful

Plus great way of understanding, communication with everyone

It gets me that there will always be racism in our world

Racism should be wept out totally  

We judge people on looks

Like for example I am white and when see a black person than judge them that way

Always ethnic stereotypes

Even before you talk to someone there is an ethnic stereotype

The way to break that is get to know the person

There is beauty in the wide world of backgrounds and cultures

Beauty of differences

The East and West brings balance

Just like yin and yang does  

We come a long way over generations

Still there is still much to do

That will not stop ethnic stereotypes

Lots of hate and violence you see everywhere

Tell me why are we all killing each other?

Why do we hate someone because they look and talk different from us?

We all look and talk different

Please look into there eyes we all feel the same especially if we are so hurt  

You can see in music and dance that they fuse all cultures together East and West in different sounds together and styles

That is the best in society

So please stop all this hate

Please embrace the beauty in all West and East

Be outside the box is better than all the hate

Embrace the Yin and Yang of society

 

New Year what happen in 2013 a review

Well lots of things happen to me mostly the same. I do hope to be writing a lot more soon and be positing more up soon for you all. The biggest thing happen to me this year was in the summer I wrote a play over a whole weekend and turned out great. The other things lost friends and gain a lot of new close friends. I been going to counselling first time and she has been really good and help me a lot. The bad thing happen I even ended up in hospital again but this time was there almost a whole week. This year battle of my faith and being Catholic and being someone that is transsexual trying to co exist in my life. I have gain amazing great Catholic friends we been praying for each other through our struggles of mental illness. I been dealing with people better still not up for big social things yet. I hope to get my singing and dance back close to get back into the artist more for next year I hope. I met some great people over the year too. Not much else to say at the moment that I can think of. Hope to share more of my heart my writing and what is going on with me for next year

Each one of us on life Journey Road

• I am drifting away
• Just trying to find peace
• So much temptations everywhere
• All different obstacles will block our path
• Each one of us on our own life journey road
• Our life journey is not a short sprint but a long marathon
• With straight roads to very hilly up and downs
• Also twisty mountain roads  or like country nice slow curves
• Sometimes there are sprints on your journey but mostly a marathon
• There are roadblocks will be put up the will derail your journey
• Such examples like a landslide with rocks will block up your path if your on one of the mountain roads
• You need to figure what to do like turn back or try to lift the rocks or do little climbing the mountain instead of saying on the road
• We all have choices half to figure out for ourselves that make the marathon easier on ourselves
• Another example could be if your on a road that leads to a bank and need to pass a big river over a bridge
• When you get to the bridge to start to cross somehow storm comes along or something and than the bridge is swept away than you half to find another way to cross or go
• There could be a lot of people telling you what to do
• They think know best for you
• Sometimes that could advice is alight but you half to know best for yourself its your life
• Shouldn't be told how to live it but it happens
• A lot of times you think your alone on the journey but we are not we have lots on it with us
• We all have our heavenly father Jesus and our holy mother Mary
• Also thousands of Saints to keep us company
• The Saints are the ones how already finished the journey so we can look up to them
• We all them on our journey even if we don't think we have them
• Some of the saints are like Francis of Assisi, Teresa of Avila, and more
• They are angels that helps us lead our way on our life journey
• A bit of times your light will be gone when your in the dark to see which way to go
• The light of yours goes up your in full darkness and can't see that is where the Saints and those on our journey with us just all you do is ask and pray
• Than your light is back on and your back on your way
• That will be a big test for you when its dark and than your light goes out
• Even if your not a believer they are there for you too and waiting to help you
• That is how the journey works

Who do you say I am?

Who do you say I am?

It is very important words in the bible

Jesus asks us to answer that question ourselves

who is Jesus and who you are?

Who I am? We all to answer

Me I finally can answer that one of who I am

I am Jessica a true lady in all ways

Only one way you can tell is that my sex is not female I am born male

That takes away from who I am

Our Faith as Catholics that God created us in his image

To be just ale or female and there is no between

So being a male but should be a lady that is sin going to fell

That how my church sees it so that is a conflict

I am very much a person of faith a believer

That Jesus created us and we are born in sin and he died for us to save us

Also Jesus mother Mary is also our mother as well

Jesus welcomes us all of us came to him whatever you are

And his love endures for all generations and really loves you fully with open arms always

I do love being Catholic the sacraments in mass is very important and is the truth of our faith

The father, mother must have created me this way for a reason

I don't think the serpent had this happen to me

Also the rosary praying is also very important to me

The one thing about the church wants me to stop being me

The image of God only created male and female

Your soul could be different sex gender than you are

So it very judgemental against me

I do tank all there prayers

I half to answer this myself and pray

Is my soul just a different sex and is that true to my real sex

I really thought have answered all the questions

I guess still figuring things out

If you already changed outright your sex or might

To me that is not a problem if he did created you really a different sex that you are

I believe he could put us in the wrong sex

Just a reminder that the church will not like that God created you in a different gender sex that you are

You are never alone and God loves you