Tuesday, December 31, 2013

New Year what happen in 2013 a review

Well lots of things happen to me mostly the same. I do hope to be writing a lot more soon and be positing more up soon for you all. The biggest thing happen to me this year was in the summer I wrote a play over a whole weekend and turned out great. The other things lost friends and gain a lot of new close friends. I been going to counselling first time and she has been really good and help me a lot. The bad thing happen I even ended up in hospital again but this time was there almost a whole week. This year battle of my faith and being Catholic and being someone that is transsexual trying to co exist in my life. I have gain amazing great Catholic friends we been praying for each other through our struggles of mental illness. I been dealing with people better still not up for big social things yet. I hope to get my singing and dance back close to get back into the artist more for next year I hope. I met some great people over the year too. Not much else to say at the moment that I can think of. Hope to share more of my heart my writing and what is going on with me for next year

Monday, December 2, 2013

Each one of us on life Journey Road

  • I am drifting away
  • Just trying to find peace
  • So much temptations everywhere
  • All different obstacles will block our path
  • Each one of us on our own life journey road
  • Our life journey is not a short sprint but a long marathon
  • With straight roads to very hilly up and downs
  • Also twisty mountain roads  or like country nice slow curves
  • Sometimes there are sprints on your journey but mostly a marathon
  • There are roadblocks will be put up the will derail your journey
  • Such examples like a landslide with rocks will block up your path if your on one of the mountain roads
  • You need to figure what to do like turn back or try to lift the rocks or do little climbing the mountain instead of saying on the road
  • We all have choices half to figure out for ourselves that make the marathon easier on ourselves
  • Another example could be if your on a road that leads to a bank and need to pass a big river over a bridge
  • When you get to the bridge to start to cross somehow storm comes along or something and than the bridge is swept away than you half to find another way to cross or go
  • There could be a lot of people telling you what to do
  • They think know best for you
  • Sometimes that could advice is alight but you half to know best for yourself its your life
  • Shouldn't be told how to live it but it happens
  • A lot of times you think your alone on the journey but we are not we have lots on it with us
  • We all have our heavenly father Jesus and our holy mother Mary
  • Also thousands of Saints to keep us company
  • The Saints are the ones how already finished the journey so we can look up to them
  • We all them on our journey even if we don't think we have them
  • Some of the saints are like Francis of Assisi, Teresa of Avila, and more
  • They are angels that helps us lead our way on our life journey
  • A bit of times your light will be gone when your in the dark to see which way to go
  • The light of yours goes up your in full darkness and can't see that is where the Saints and those on our journey with us just all you do is ask and pray
  • Than your light is back on and your back on your way
  • That will be a big test for you when its dark and than your light goes out
  • Even if your not a believer they are there for you too and waiting to help you
  • That is how the journey works