Fairy Tails

• We all once especially when we are kids loving fairy tails but than get mature and don't like them anymore
• We should all stay like children just like in the story peter pan
• I always loved Cinderella and still do
• I guess us trans people probably like different characters like there same gender children
• Just like a boy who thinks he is girl that loves a princess and wants to be a princess himself
• To me that is fine and I do the same thing
• A girl thinks she is a boy might like to be peter pan or a character like that
• I myself still loves fairy tails like Romeo and Juliet
• It is such a great love story
• Me and my love are just that very opposite
• She is very strong person buy me I am weak and always need her
• We are a very perfect match a nerd and a real professional model
• Fairy tails usually do have a happy ending
• Most people do not have a happy ending though not even  like in Romeo and Juliet at least they died together in the end
• That is such a romantic thought to die with your love one just like Romeo and Juliet

A Scottish Town

• I am from a small town 2 things put our town on the world radar
• The 2 things well one is a good thing and the other a very sad tragedy what happened
• I pass where the tragedy happened and I remember the event vividly
• People know what did happened but there is so much more to tell about it
• The tragedy event took place March 13 1996
• I see in my mind of what happened
• On that day a man went into the elementary school than he just starting shooting
• The result of that was 16 children he killed and than killed himself
• Can you imagine being in that school on the day that happened
• You hear all the noise of all the shots
• I can imagine the panic in the school all the screaming
• The town is called Dublane Scotland
• You would think that is it of the story but there is more meat the eye
• There was a cover up and everything
• The shocking thing is that even from the Govt
• Us Scots will never break we will always fight and giver give up
• The other thing that put us on the world stage is a famous celebrity comes from here
• He is one of the best tennis players in the world his name is Andy Murray comes from Dublane Scotland

This is poem is written and let us remember all those children how got killed by a monster

Abigail McLennan, Brett McKinnon, Charlotte Dunn, David Kerr (Victims)

Emily Morton, Emma Crozier, Hannah Scott, Joanna Ross (Victims)

John Petrie, Kevin Hasell, Megan Turner, Melissa Currie (Victims)

Mhairi McBeath, Ross Irvine, Sophie North, Victoria Clydesdale (Victims)

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Wild

• Wild horses are very strong ed will and hard to get them domesticated
• People are like wild horses strong ed will wild and also hard to change them
• That is how it is for us trans people
• That most people want us to change our minds to stay the gender we our and  that we have a problem
• We are not mental and don't need to change of how we are
• I am really a lady and feel more comfortable of who I am as a lady even if I stay as a male
• I feel better if I am dressed up and be a girl than as a male
• I know everyone will want me to change me so that I don't feel this way but it's the real me
• There are a lot of people could feel the same way
• Let us be who we are
• Support and love them
• We should change things the way we parent and educate our kids
• That says if your a male that feels you should be a lady or a girl that feels like she is a boy and that's OK
• We are all beautiful even if we are more like real wild horses sometimes and lonely

Difference Makers

• Struggling, weak
• Don't have a coach or teacher for your life
• A teacher, supporter or a coach helps you
• Everyone needs a difference maker
• If you don't even a preist or someone like that
• I had coaches in my sport life but hot in my general life
• I thought wouldin't find a different maker in my life
• I did find one the person I feel in love with she is my soul mate and difference maker in my life
• She always say to me " Tomorrow will always be better"
• My love and soul-mate is ny sufference maker for sure
• That is why I keep working on my wiriting because of her
• She says " Do what you love and work on your passions"
• I do because my difference maker keeps me going for sure

Addictions

• Abusing
• Pain, hurtful
• Trouble
• Self denial, hideing
• No respect, denial
• Bring others down
• Loose friends and fmaily
• Hoeless, prositution
• Drugs, alchol
• You can be addicted to anything
• Brokeness, suffering
• Losst of mind
• Health and skin problems
• Clowdey of judement
• Darkenss no happaness
• No light
• Very shocking things
• Violence even verbal abuse
• Crime
• Another state of mind
• Hidden
• Hard to brrake

I have a few addictions myself haid to get over them if your deep in

Choral

Singing, voices

Blending together

Harmonyies, solos

All kinds of music

Storytelling, emotions

Practicing, performing

Creating, moving

Especially when you get gosebumps

Passion

Different tempos, key changes

Also takle different languages

That is what I love to do

 

When Depression HIts

• When your body attacks and fights you
• Like in a boxing match contestants try to punch each other out
• That is how it feels like every day with a fever, nausea
• Like two boxers against me that makes you feel weak and that is when the depression hits
• You feel dead inside like a world like a zombie it's not fun at all
• That is when you go into yourself and withdraw from society and the world
• Tonight I reached out but in a whole different way I thought
• I guess we need a wake up call sometimes
• I guess it was good full force wake up call I had
• I was hoping for a soft touch from a friend not a full in your face one
• I just needed a spiritual direction or a call from a friend not a full in your face
•  It's like confusing and more scary
• It does wake you up and make you take away the feelings
• Our Holy Mother I don't understand why did you leave me to my own devices to myself?
• Why does so many people end up in the same situation?
• A lot of them kill themselves and don't have anyone to reach out too or an Angel to save them

Lost People

• We are the first people on this continent before all the white people and the Europeans came
• We took care of our  mother earth until the white, Europeans raped and destroy mother earth
• Now we are left in reserves where our housing is third world conditions
• Everyone else making progress
• What about us?
• We are just left on the reserves
• Does anyone care
• The white people don't
• Our communities are in morning
• We asked the Govt to help will they
• Doesn't look like anything will be done
• Even we asked the cops to help they help there own
• They are all pigs
• Our people losing our languages and customs
• Thanks white people now our kids,teens sniffing gasoline, become alcoholics and prostitutes
• Even our boys being rapped as well as girls
• Will keep up the fight till we get respect
• Help us in our communities
• The Govt does is talk and no action
• Look at the Highway of tears
• Wow they solved a white girls case but most of the cases our Native girls gone missing and ended up dead
• The Govt and the cops wont help us to solve the missing Native girls and our people
• Are we invisible to everyone?
• We are the people of mother earth
• I hope you will stand with us to solve our missing and dead girls and boys alone the Highway of tears

Helen Keller

She is an amazing person nad has a hospital named after her

She is a role model for me

You wander what it's like to have one of your senses gone like your sight or hearing

Helen had her sight, hearing gone and became such a great lady

Helen became that way at the age of 6 because of a disease

Anne became her teacher that open Hlen's possiblities and communications

That is the kind of way that Helen tells about her teacher

Helen Keller became a great writer for having no sight and hearing

She is one of the grat writers of our time like my favourate poets Emily Dickenson

I have seen pictures of her and one of them stands out for me

When Helen Keller was 8 years old with her teacher

Helen is very pretty and beautiful

Helen Keller has great courage and spirit and also don't foret her grace

You shouldn't judge the relationship with her and her teacher because Anne gave her communication and lots of other things

Anne protected Helen from the world

Helen know that Anne hold her back

Anne did that for a good reason

At that time period people judged Helen harshly and still today probably

You should read Helen's work that she wrote than you will see what kind of person who she is

 

Written March 20, 2008



400 Years

What is the 400 years?

This is the year that Quebec City was founded 400 years ago

I always love Quebec and I still do

The place is so beautiful

It has such great history

I believe it is the oldest city in North America

I am so proud and thankful for Quebec and the French, Quebecois

The French gives us great culture and language

A lot of English don't like the French but for me I love them

Quebec is the olnly people know how to party right and tell stories

We should all celebrate the 400 years I am

I really love the francophone music from Quebec and Canada

Keep rocking Quebec and let's celebrate a lot more years

Canada overlooks them all the time but Quebec gives us so much

I really like Isablle Boulay, Stephanie LaPointe, Jonas and a lot more

Viva Nouvelle France

God Bless Quebec

 

 

 

Written on Friday September 5, 2008



Darkenss and Light

We all have light and darkness in our lives. The happy times are the light and through the stuggles is the darkness. The bible calls it sin or your cross you half to take up. The light is with God and eternal life. The darkness is like your under deep water and down far enough the the light from the sun can't penetrate at the depth. You try to swim up until the top of the water and into the light but you struggle too much and than you fail all the way down. An exmple of this if your friend's give you peer pressure of doing bad things or making the wrong choice in your life to better yourself and do what God wants you to do. I fully know all to well being in such darkness and not seeing any light. I have done evil and naughty things to make money and worked with someone just like a prositute. Plus I have been trouble with the law a couple of times. We half to repent are sins and go to God with all our hearts to make it into the light. It won't be easy and it will be freighting. All what your used to is being in the dark and despair in your life like me. When you start going into the light your sins and bad things in your life start being exposed.
When the happens people know those things about you and probably been disguested of what you have done. Those people you thought were your friends will leave you and all the people will stay with you are your true friends. We all have done things we are not proud of. When you get into the light it's a peaceful walk with God in the light out of deep depth of the water. A passage in the bible taken from Psalm 118 verse 1b says "His love endures forever." God loves never dies. If you think no one really loves me and it doesn't look like God is there of you but he is there in your heart. Myself I have a big heart for those how are suffering and need someone to love and hug. I am there for you too.

I dedicate this to a  friend for her great strength and kind spirit

The Wee Lass

• One night I was out
• It's a place that has a lot of history
• It is in a valley surronded by green hills
• In am small town in Scotland
• In the past it had lots of bettles between the clans and other typles of fights
• The the has a strong Scottish dialects like Gaelic, Doric
• The town is a typical small towns but there is mist  when it comes in you can see anything much at all
• At the local pub you hear great stories of the in in the past and anything what goes on in the town
• One tragic story of a young Lass how died before her time
• She wanted peace because of the violence goings on
• The Lass was so beautiful people said she was a witch and not sent from God
• Her story is tragic like Joan of Ark
• When they told me that I had tears from my eyes
• I am just visiting the wee town
• I was all alone in the wee morning still much darkness and misty
• The wind was a little frightful
• I heard a wee noise
• It was a Lass voice
• I asked her how was she? but didn't answer
• I called out again to her this time she answered me
• It was the same Lass how I  heard the story about
• Why did the wee Lass contact me?
• Because she saw me tear up when I heard her story
• I was shocked, speachless in tears
• The Lass touched my face
• It was weired the ghost has warm hands
• The Lass even has a tear in her eye
• The Lass disappeared when thee mist cleared up
• I was still in much shocked
• She is a saint of the wee town
• The people didn't know that at all
• The lass is a saint Joan
• She is such a pure angel and protecting the town
• The legend is true the little Lass with a big heart she does truly exist
• I have seen her and touched me
• I still have tears from her

This is dedicated to a friend on mine