When Depression HIts

• When your body attacks and fights you
• Like in a boxing match contestants try to punch each other out
• That is how it feels like every day with a fever, nausea
• Like two boxers against me that makes you feel weak and that is when the depression hits
• You feel dead inside like a world like a zombie it's not fun at all
• That is when you go into yourself and withdraw from society and the world
• Tonight I reached out but in a whole different way I thought
• I guess we need a wake up call sometimes
• I guess it was good full force wake up call I had
• I was hoping for a soft touch from a friend not a full in your face one
• I just needed a spiritual direction or a call from a friend not a full in your face
•  It's like confusing and more scary
• It does wake you up and make you take away the feelings
• Our Holy Mother I don't understand why did you leave me to my own devices to myself?
• Why does so many people end up in the same situation?
• A lot of them kill themselves and don't have anyone to reach out too or an Angel to save them