Hi there well things could be a lot better first off wish close friends and that start using my ladies name Jessica but they still use my other name. I have been sick since Christmas eve and not feeling any better much these days. I went to dcotors on Friday and I am alright moslty but now have a medical test to do that will be on this coming Friday I had to book for an appoitment to do that. Friday is going to be fun not really sucks but I am used to all the tests. I finally told my doctor about me and stuff about being a lady and trans and stuff and I ask about things it didn't really go well. Also an update for the trans awanress event was going well and the main helper backed out so looks like I am going to drop it. Also work and things not so great either giong on. I did got some nice done on the weekend was I wrote a song that came up with title a few days before I wrote it and went great turned out a sweet one I might share it up here another time. I been trying to figure out things and stuff so haven't really had time to put up more of my poems and songs hopefully again soon. I guess write now sahre my person diarys now. I also finally was strong enough to take people out of my life affecting me and make me down and everything. Finally stand fully up for myself. I don't really care if you like me or not just hope understand more from a trans perspective through my poetry and life diarys. Also back working on my choir stuff this week and already. I am a director and conductor of a choir working on its going to be great and everything. I do finally might have good news of it almost have our practice space so can't wait to start working with my singers and everything.
I like to share last thing because of things going on in my life and everythig I started smoking again I quit and haven't smoked for about few years about 3 or so maybe but back little bit just beacuse of things going on only thing I cope. I only do one a day and a bit none and between days just once in a while.
Also last thing before finish like to share that I am not started counselling right now until I am ready I felt like it was peer pressure.
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