Well these days are sort of the same I guess. At least my hours at work are sort of getting back to normal hopefully. I am still trying to write when I can. I am still looking for better work and in different cities that kind of thing. Also I still get hate male for being a trans person. Things being difficult right now but I do about have a new vision of my work and get more serious in it. I still love making music or dance whatever in the arts scene. I am thinking of maybe becoming a blog writer for a site or team or something like that and freelance writing. I even about writing for a paper. I still haven't gone to counselling yet to diagnose me what I am and my transition. I know there are people out there now a group that wants to help its my own time line not theirs. People are saying that I am not confident about my self and my self esteem.
My self esteem and confidence is fine. It is hard to find work these days. Also still always battle issues with my health I am like up and down all the time. I do would like to live as a full girl I do think of myself as one even though I am not dressed each day and living as one but I am. I am hoping to do song writing soon with my artist music friends if they have time to work with me that would be great. I am still trying to get serious people to conduct them into a new kind of unique choir never been done before. I Love doing new things and being creative creating and teaching how to sing is my fave also reading music. It would be nice if I could go into playing viola again and create a bit of that kind of music its just I don't have one at the moment. Also love to get back into dance I don't know why scared too for some reason.
I would love to get into DJ with Lp's that is something I love and I am in all the dance style music scenes like Drum and Bass, House, Hardcore and Trance and maybe more. I might be getting involved and giving back and helping those in the LGBT community like me this community group would like me to come to their meeting and start helping out I might its a nice opportunity for me. Also I am always and love to be involved with our First Nation Aboriginal people more and getting a chance to work and help the youth would be such a blessing. That is really what I would like to do.
That is basically what is going on right now with me
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