My Rant poetry: 2

Things be going crazy yo

Why does everything go nuts at same time?

Does that happen to people a lot or what yo?

It hard being myself everyday in first place

Being 2 in one is a lot

Last week things suck and things not the same since been sick

I wish could scream

So stressed everyone wants something

What about me?

I am never alone and time to figure out things

A wedding with tongs of people we have a huge family

A special time with my love

and work things all at same time

I don't want my love or anyone mad

But its all shit it the fan

Someone is going to mad or hurt I don't mean too

Right now am not up for weddings and tons of people

I really want to push my anxiety panic attacks rev ed up

I will probably have an attacks than

Also tomorrow having special medical test done and than specialty doctor after the test

Lots of fun going on

I least I see friends off and on

Hard to figure out in short time

I rather be alone weekend and not have all this going on

Alone is where I feel comfortable

Not really comfortable with a lot of people in first place

Yo I would love to do my arts things

Writing, Music, Dance

That kind of stuff

If I go the wedding and that never been alone

I need alone time and at least can spend some time with my partner

I love to get a job somewhere I can do far away and have peace

Love to run and be wild in nature and not urban life

I do have passion to help teens over come what I have and be there

Also being a wicked choir director

Also like to help be aboriginal people

Where I really feel like should be with

Yo take me far away from things

There should be a better place where I fit in



Memories

I think most important thing in life

Things come and go but memories you have for life

It is a crazy world out there so fast pace

That is why you need to live everyday like it is your last

One day it might be too late

We all have good and bad memories

Those bad ones want to forget even though always with you

Follow your passions

The good memories with friends and your special someone

Those are precious memories you need to hold on too

Like a hug or good conversations with friends make them last

For me means the world to me was hugs and holding hands with my love

and her voice like I remember everything she has said to me

I hold on to those things and not want to have them disappear because you never know

Your bad ones still with you hold on to those good things

Make memories every day good and bad with our choices we make

Even your dreams other places and people and worlds you visit in those are with you too

Comes with our full senses of touch, smell, taste and hear

Those also good and bad memories depends on events you went through in your life

They are all precious things