My Rant poetry: 2

Things be going crazy yo

Why does everything go nuts at same time?

Does that happen to people a lot or what yo?

It hard being myself everyday in first place

Being 2 in one is a lot

Last week things suck and things not the same since been sick

I wish could scream

So stressed everyone wants something

What about me?

I am never alone and time to figure out things

A wedding with tongs of people we have a huge family

A special time with my love

and work things all at same time

I don't want my love or anyone mad

But its all shit it the fan

Someone is going to mad or hurt I don't mean too

Right now am not up for weddings and tons of people

I really want to push my anxiety panic attacks rev ed up

I will probably have an attacks than

Also tomorrow having special medical test done and than specialty doctor after the test

Lots of fun going on

I least I see friends off and on

Hard to figure out in short time

I rather be alone weekend and not have all this going on

Alone is where I feel comfortable

Not really comfortable with a lot of people in first place

Yo I would love to do my arts things

Writing, Music, Dance

That kind of stuff

If I go the wedding and that never been alone

I need alone time and at least can spend some time with my partner

I love to get a job somewhere I can do far away and have peace

Love to run and be wild in nature and not urban life

I do have passion to help teens over come what I have and be there

Also being a wicked choir director

Also like to help be aboriginal people

Where I really feel like should be with

Yo take me far away from things

There should be a better place where I fit in